One of
the things that I have always struggled with is my self-esteem. As a child I
was usually the last one chosen for teams at school. In junior high, I was the
one who sat over at a desk alone when everyone else was sitting in groups. In
high school, I was the loner who sat alone at lunch and was everybody’s friend
yet nobody’s friend. I was the one everyone considered sweet and helpful, but
not the one who was invited to parties or who my peers wanted to hang out with
on the weekends. As an adult, I am still pretty much a loner.
A bit
shy and awkward around others I have trouble knowing what to say when I am
talking to people so I usually end up talking about myself…which isn’t a good
way to build friendships.
I have
never felt like I was part of the group or like I fit in anywhere…even at
church.
I have
never felt like I was special or like I was chosen…but the good news is that those thoughts and feelings were lies and…
I AM
CHOSEN!
I am
chosen by the One who sees beyond my awkwardness.
I am
chosen by the One who died for my sins.
I am
chosen by the King of kings.
I am
chosen to be His child.
I am
chosen to do His works.
I am
chosen to do good things.
I may never
be chosen by other people, but I was chosen by God.
And
you are too! You are chosen by God to be His child and to do His works. You are chosen to do good things. You are His, and He CHOSE you.
Isn’t
it great to know that even when we don’t feel loved and chosen by others that
we are loved and chosen by Christ?
But
you are a chosen woman, a royal priestess, a holy daughter, God’s own special
possession, that you may proclaim the excellencies of Him who called you out of
darkness into His marvelous light.
--1
Peter 2:9 (paraphrased)
“All
glorious is the princess in her chamber, with robes interwoven with gold.
In
many-colored robes she is led to the king…”
--Psalms
45:13-14a