I wanted to do it. I
wanted to go out on the dance floor and dance with my friends. I was asked by
several men to dance, but something was holding me back. I just stood back in
the corner and was dancing by myself while my friend and her date were out on the
dance floor. I just couldn’t do it. Every time I was asked to dance I froze. I
got so scared and all the “what ifs” flooded my mind…You know…
“What if he is a
serial killer?”
“What if he is a
rapist?”
Or heaven forbid…”What
if he asks for my phone number?” ;-)
Now I know that this
seems ridiculous. I wasn’t by myself. I had a friend with me, and I knew that
the likelihood of those first two “what ifs” was slim. But I just couldn’t relax enough to go join
my friends.
I let fear steal my
faith…the faith that God would take care of me and protect me.
Fear does that…fear
steals your faith.
Oh, it can be a small
thing such as dancing with a stranger, or it can be a big thing like taking
that leap and starting your own business.
It doesn’t matter the
size of the fear. It takes away your faith.
I recently told
someone that I think my besetting sin is fear…and he looked at me funny. I don’t
know if he was shocked that I admitted it or shocked that I called fear a sin.
But it is.
God tells us 365 times
in the Bible to not be afraid. That is
one reminder for every day of the year.
If it is something
that He has asked you do then He is going to provide a way for it to happen and
He is going to protect you too.
We are blessed though.
We have a God who loves us and provides for us. He forgives us. All we have to do is ask.
Don’t live your life
in fear. Have faith. Trust God and live boldly for Him.
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